郁闷

最近不晓得怎么了
心里总是觉得有一道墙,怎样都跨不过去
想读书但有心无力!
想吃很多很多好料但没钱!
想睡觉但却被妈叫起来读书!
想看TRANSFORMER但没有时间!
想逛街但没钱!
想拿好成绩但没有料!
想做爱却没有人愿意!

距离大考剩下四个月罢了...
我到底做了些什么出来?
好像什么都没有=.=ll
成绩有如烂泥!
错!比烂泥还要烂!
怎么办啊??
耶稣会打救我吗?

今天我问了朋友一个很傻很傻的问题..
他极度无奈的给了我一个反应
你们都笑了
可是我的心却在流泪..很痛很痛很痛!
其实答案我知道..可是心里却想你会给别的答案
结果我情不自禁地做了这件傻事..

SEX talk!!!

I woke up this morning at 7.30a.m. No choice,my mother force me to attend a talk at church,all its talking about ABSTINENCE! I felt depressed on it because the talk took me 9hrs man! 9a.m-6p.m! It is not an easy things to spend a long day time at there T_T

This workshop is probably organised by a organisation call 'FOCUS ON THE FAMILY'~do u guys know it? Their object is to tell the teens that do not try to get involve in premarital sex before you marriage. The speaker showed us many video clips(not that u think okay)on what could happen to our future life if we simply having free sex! Meanwhile,STD(sexually transmitted disease) is being an alarming figure in everywhere, as it could turns our life to death!

I really felt scared la man..STD..HIV..is not joking la wey! but hor my nafsu too strong, i can not tahan until i get marriage la~is difficult to me haha. I laugh like mad when the speaker trying to explain what is sexual intercourse,'place the penis into the vagina then there is some movement start,after that ejaculation..zZz =.=ll

These are the steps of getting sex:^^
Being together
↓
Hand Holding
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simple goodnite kiss(fore head)
↓
prolonged kiss(tongue fighting)
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necking(neck)
↓
petting( 'Treasure' hunt,i know somebody would know this haha)
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Heavy petting
↓
mutual sex play( 'treasure' found,hahaha)
↓
sexual intercourse
↓
sleep zZz

Guys can you see those body part getting involved are from the fore head going down to.. ???lolz ^^

Okay la, choices is in your own hand,do it or not is depends on you, nobody can force you! but one things i want to remind, think before you act! This is what i have learnt today, NO APOLOGIES to life~

羽球比赛

我参加了学校举办的一个常年羽球比赛,
日期为今天和明天.
今天八点三这样我才起床,
朋友告诉我说九点之前必须到达场地,
我心想应该不会将准时而且将快轮到我吧..
我就在家慢慢摸咯..
到了九店这样我才出门,
我还没有踏出门口的时候,突然俊豫call来了..
他有点紧张得跟我说, ‘ei, 你到了没有?我们第一场就打了..你还不快点?!'
本来很steady的我,被他弄紧张了==ll
我就赶快下楼接的士赶去那边咯~
到了那边后,他又在call我说,'ei,我们要开始打了,你还在刷牙是吗???'
我跟他说我到了,跑着过来..
当我去到门口外面的时候,我看见凯森和peter在外面,
他们一直叫我快点,说什么快要比了!
我心想有没有真的将快哦.!@@#$%^&
我就赶快换上鞋,随便拿了一支球拍就进去了..
哇..蛮多人一下的咯~
俊豫马上拉我到比赛场地,
那时候我已看见对手在场上热身了..
walao耶~
我什么都没有准备到,热身也没有做,就真的是穿了双鞋就开始打了~==ll
未免太过赶了吧?!
不管啦,打就是了~管他对方是林丹!反正我们也预测过会输~
比赛时间我看只用了五分钟吧~
成绩也相当漂亮,30-12!!!
我的妈呀,输也不要输得将难看好吗?一半的分数也不过耶~!
虽然人家是三号种子,可是也不用输到将惨的嘛..
我承认我们的失误真的是太多了,而且也打得很急,没有时间准备!
不过算啦,反正我还有别的项目..
单打方面,我很轻易地把对手给拿下..30-15!
不是我厉害,而是对方的失误实在太多了..

这是我比赛时朋友帮我拍的
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看起来好像有点精神不足,不过还满意自己的表现啦xD

比赛完毕后,我跟佳翰,ah pok还有元正到对面的Red Island Cafe吃东西~
在那边工作的全都是外劳~
我不满意的是,我们order了的食物迟迟才送到~
customer又不是讲很多那种!

look nice?(ah pok dun laugh ar)
那个装酱汁的像阿拉丁神灯吗?haha
这是阿拉丁套餐xD

明天又要去那边,
haiz..谁叫自己闯入16强..
没办法咯~

Flowers

你看这一粒一粒的都是mini辣椒~可爱吗?

像鸡公头上的冠吗?

昨天下午,舅舅叫我陪他去sungai buloh 买种花的肥料.
我心想干嘛要跑到将远去买几包肥料呢==ll
原来他有认识的朋友在那边卖花.
本来不想去的,不过反正在家也没事做嘛..就去咯~
在那边有很多种花..
看到我吃五粒 panadol acticfast都不管用.
眼花缭乱!
在无聊的情况下就拿起手机乱拍了几张.
还蛮不错的..哈哈!